Adult adolescence

NF turned 34 last night. She was indeed as petit cute as N and I met her ages ago. Yes, just like "could get by as 20 without any problem" as everyone P.S.bday greetings.

looking ageless, is that a blessing? If you are how you look, is one's perpetual adolescence something to celebrate?

rollingstone is still touring the world, in torn jeans between visits to their plastic surgeon and their tattoist. There is something sad about it, every time I see them on TV.

there is also something sad about a 30something single gales birthday party, when a group of adult impersonators gathering for a memorial ceremony dedicated to the fleeting youth, the time when we limp through life trying to achieve competence despite nagging feeling of inferiority, trying to maintain a clear identity even if we've never had a map or model to follow, trying to find a place of our own despite basic distrust of the world.
30's is the old 20's, can be a torture.

James Dean died at age of 24, only that could perpectuate desired youth.